Oh well
I have completely lost myself. I can’t even feel anything. My face is numb. A friend of mine is thinking of killing herself and I can’t even see it. I could see it earlier, but now it’s gone. Everything is gone. I don’t feel anything.
It’s all gone, so before I retreat into depression and cut myself, I’m going to sleep. I don’t need another scar. Pretty sure the one from the other night is going to be raised. I can’t get the image of my fat out of my head. I would like to see it again. Or get rid of it all.
Good night.
