My shit right now
I spend most of my time crying recently. I’m too overwhelmed by school work. In addition, my roommate is being a total bitch. So that’s great.
She won’t support me. I am CONSTANTLY. CRYING. I cry every day. And I tell her about it, too. She just shrugs it off. Now she just tries to ignore me.
Today, I was pretty sure that I had failed my class for the semester. I let her know over text message. She stopped texting me halfway through the conversation and, when I got back to the room, didn’t even have the courtesy to ask me how I’m doing.
I think I’m gonna ask her about it. It hurts too much. She’s supposed to be my best friend.
"Not all toxic people are cruel and uncaring. Some of them love us dearly. Many of them have good intentions. Most are toxic to our being simply because their needs and way of existing in the world force us to compromise ourselves and our happiness. They aren’t inherently bad people, but they aren’t the right people for us. And as hard as it is, we have to let them go. Life is hard enough without being around people who bring you down, and as much as you care, you can’t destroy yourself for the sake of someone else. You have to make your wellbeing a priority. Whether that means breaking up with someone you care about, loving a family member from a distance, letting go of a friend, or removing yourself from a situation that feels painful — you have every right to leave and create a safer space for yourself."